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9:56 p.m. - 2004-05-03 I ripped a deer tick out of my leg last night, that was a new experience. I'm desperately trying to save up money so I can get the hell out of this room I'm renting. I'm feeling claustrophobic. So I'm about forty-thousand dollars in debt, and I own absolutely nothing. Even as I type that it feels so incredibly unreal I can't believe it's me. I can't believe I've let myself come to this point. I can't believe I let people, myself included, drag me down to this level. I have nothing to show for my life except a broken heart and credit card bills overflowing in my mailbox. I guess that's a bit cliche. I'm going to have to change my layout, I haven't felt zentastic in a while. Sometimes I wish I could turn my mind off.
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