2:46 a.m. - 2001-09-25
After that if everything works out, move to Philly with my friend Ash and buy a house or something.
Everything seems so hollow right now. I'm making plans and doing things to get ready but I can't seem to get motivated, or even care. I want to leave, but theres a few things i'll miss. The few friends i've actually made here, it's gonna be hard. I've lived a lot of places, made hundreds of little circles of friends, but this one is gonna be harder for some reason, to pick up and leave. I don't know.
God, i'm depressed right now. I just wanna sleep. Vienna...God i'm going to be lonely. Anybody in VA need a loser friend to drink coffee with ?
<3 night kids