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8:06 p.m. - 2001-07-01 coming after every breath to simply close my eyes till every emotion dies The sudden urge to scream awaking sweating from my dream the pent up anger rushes out the rage, envy, and self doubt The sudden urge to cry When I realize I can't die Why am I going insane I cant control the thoughts, rushing through my brain The sudden urge to sleep to fall away to the deep the darkness closes in then insomnia flares a grin The urges stop replaced with silence My control is stolen, replaced with violence Gone now are my options and my choices the bloody screams, drown out the voices... <3 Dan
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