8:46 p.m. - 2001-06-13
ARGH
10 Steps away from suicide.
10 hours since I last cried.
10 million miles away you seem.
Except when I fall asleep and dream.
Drifting away into the sky..
Looking for answers in the stars till the day I die..
Asking questions of the night..
Begging to know what would make it right..
Congratulations you brought me to my knees...
I can't stay strong anymore..
I can't just accept it anymore..
I can't just live through it anyway..
I can't accept it as being life..
Fuck you and your destiny..
Fuck you and your god's will...
I give up.
