6:22 a.m. - 2001-09-22
On the bright side, everything else is horrible. My love life is non existant not to mention I was fucked over even more than I thought I had been. All my friends have been acting aggro lately. I wish I could just give up and be normal sometimes and be able to get rid of my problem with authority get a real job and move to philly already or something, but I can't I just sit here all fucking day waiting to die. I was almost happy lying there on the floor saying this is it, the end. Fuck it all.
Lets just hope its a brain tumor and it kills me this week. I'm not even gonna go in to all the shit thats going on. I give up on love, life, girls, and ever being happy. It's a blind mans vision.
Fuck it, and fuck off.