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3:09 a.m. - 2001-08-31 I spent the later part of the night with her, utter perfection as always, I would have enjoyed it much more if I had been fully aware of what was going on. I think I might have upset her, I�m not really sure, I certainly hope not, perhaps she was just really tired. Anyway, enough paranoia for the moment. Amidst my thoughts and ramblings of the day I only thought of my current love once, fortunately for me that one single thought lasted the entire day. I�m not going to let this one slip away. She could work out so perfectly I am not going to screw this up, well I hope not. I�m hoping that tomorrow she�ll sneak out to come hang out with me, go to the park and be happy or something. I need a night out, of simplicity, just being happy being with her. I don�t know, it relaxes me, let�s me forget about things, I lose myself in her. Melodramatic imagery keeps me fueled for the future. I can�t do anything more here tonight, my depression is to busy to sort out and write. <3 Dan
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