8:06 p.m. - 2001-07-01
ehh...someone tell the voices to SHUT THE FUCK UP
The sudden urge for death
coming after every breath
to simply close my eyes
till every emotion dies
The sudden urge to scream
awaking sweating from my dream
the pent up anger rushes out
the rage, envy, and self doubt
The sudden urge to cry
When I realize I can't die
Why am I going insane
I cant control the thoughts, rushing through my brain
The sudden urge to sleep
to fall away to the deep
the darkness closes in
then insomnia flares a grin
The urges stop replaced with silence
My control is stolen, replaced with violence
Gone now are my options and my choices
the bloody screams, drown out the voices...
<3 Dan
